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Monday, November 8, 2010

... 7 nov & 8 nov story ...

salam..

2 ari x update blog nie..

hehe...

skrg nie still ngah bz g..

bwu balik dr cameron sbnrnyew..

anta my aunt balik umah dye..

ok la..

nk cite 2 ari nie pew yg jadi..

7 nov 2010

dr pagi dlm kul 8.30 ak kemas umah ngan ibu..

huh..

siyesly penat..

sbb tggl umah lame sgt..

then..

tgh ari ak tertidur krne kepenatan...

penat la sgt kan..

hehehe..

oh ya..

x lupe gak keadaan opah..

alhamdulillah..

semakin pulih..

syukur sgt2..

(^_^)

cume kaki still bengkak..

ptg 2 kami bergerak ke cameron dlm kul 5 then smpai dlm kul 7 mlm..

penat nyew ddk dlm kete..

x skew..

tp nk wat cane..

terpakse.. =(

smpai jew kami mam then dlm kul 10 lbey ak tdo..

abes tuk ari nie..

(^_*)

8 nov 2010

bgun jew pagi kami d sajikn nasi lemak..

dap2..

hehe..

ak nie kuat makan la skrg..

mane x dlm sebulan jew ley naek 1 kg..

huhuu..

skrg berat da 45 kg da..

x skew..

takot gemok t..

huhuhuhu..

kne diet..

yes..

DIET!!!!

ZYRA KNE DIET!!!!

patutnyew ak n ibu nk balik pas mam pagi 2..

then aunt ak swuh tggu dye lak..

dye ckgu..

dlm kul 1 lbey dye balik sklh bru kitowg ley balik..

so mkn tgh ari skali..

huhuhuhu..

tp...

yg besh nyew..

ad strawberry chocolate

(^_*)

yyyeeeeaaa!!!!!

ak sowg jew pown ley abeskn 1 bekas 2 taw..

pny la ak skew sgt...

hahahahaha..

tp ak kongsi la ngan ibu,bibik, hariz & kak teh..

lagi 1 bekas kami bwk balik umah..

hehehehehehehe=p

strawberry chocolate nie sbnrnyew upah ibu & ak anta aunty..

hehehe..

ak yg t'lebey swonok nyew..

hehehe

(^_*)

then dlm kul 2 lbey kami balik..

smpai umah dlm kul 5 lbey..

p.e.n.a.t

(T_T)

huhuhuhu..

esok maw g manjung lak..

sbb opah da transfer g hosptl manjung...

hari yg memenatkn lagi..

x pew la..

nk wat cane..

smue nie tuk family gak..

think +ve uke...

k la..

bubye~~~

(^_^)

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Saturday, November 6, 2010

... story for this week ...

salam..

yeah..

it's been a while i'm not updating my blog..

I've been so busy & tired dis week...

1 nov 2010

yea...

it's my bufday..

hehe..

not really dat heppy la coz opah sakit..

& sumething happen

i don't know why..

hmm..

it just happens..

2 nov 2010

opah sakit makin twuk..

it's tyme to brought her to hospital

DEMC at shah alam..

dlm kul 9 pagi gerak pegi s.alam ngan exora shj..

x dpt ambulans coz lambat dr ipoh..

so decide just used vehicle that we have..

around 11 am smpai..

yes dis is an emergency!!

opah twus masuk ICU..

hmm..

x sgke sgt truk cm nie..

jantung, pankreas & buah pinggang rosak truk..

then doc said that she have to get dialysis..

dialysis untuk cuci darah coz buah pinggang da truk..

tp dialysis bukan kt DEMC..

coz diowg x dew specialist kt c2..

so transfer opah kt KPJ SPECIALIST kt s.alam jugak.

then opah had 1st dialysis..

smue anak2 yg jauh trun tuk jage opah..

p.long & m.long dr sabah..

m.ndak dr cameron highland

m.yang dr Adelaide, Australia..

yg laen2 smue dkt area perak..

so jarak nk g kl 2 x jaoh sgt..

3 nov 2010

opah agak ok..

she had her 2nd dialysis

tp cm sesak nafas ckit..

dktr ckp sbb asid yg berlebihan dlm badan nk kuar..

sbb 2 jadi cm sesak nafas..

so opah kne pkai mask oksigen 2..

cian opah...

x sggup nk tgk wayar2 berselirat kt badan..

tebuk kat leher skali tuk masuk air..

hmm...

siyes sdey sgt..

4 nov 2010

she's getting better..

alhamdulillah..

syukur sgt..

rmai yg datang nk tgk opah..

ramai yg syg kt opah..

=')

tp keadaan opah x menentu..

jap ok jap x ok..

so we have to alert all the tyme..

kne jage setiap mase...

even dlm icu pown..

kami ttp akn jage..

5 nov 2010

she had her 3rd dialysis

tyme 2 ak ad kt opah..

siyesly ak sgt takot tgk..

1st tyme ak tgk org wat dialysis..

yes..

im really scared..

its seems like so hurt..

='(

cian sgt2 tgk opah..

tp ak x dpt tgk lame smpai habes wat dialysis..

coz ak takot tgk darah..

hmm..

rase cm nk pitam tgk darah..

huhu..

twuk kn??

dr ak pengsan kt c 2 baek ak kuar..

tapi ad sumethg yg ak perasan..

kaki opah bengkak..

dr hujung jari smpai pehe..

x pena bengkak cm 2...

bengkak sgt cm penuh ngan air..

sume nie sbb salur darah da tersumbat..

ad drh beku..

sbb jantung x dpt pam drh ngan sempurna..

hmm...

really worried..

x taw nk ckp pew..

wisau

takot

smue dew rase

hmmm...

6 nov 2010(today)

me & my mum kne balik trolak sbb kne hantar moyang2 ku balik ipoh..

sbb diowg da x larat nk ddk kt kl..

lagi pown nk kemas rumah..

sbb tinggal rumah cm 2 jew ari 2..

so dlm kul 9 pg td balik..

anta g ipoh then balik rumah balik..

7.10 pm td stat basuh pinggan n kemas dapur..

alhamdulillah da ciap..

tggl ckit g nk kemas..

then dpt berita dr p.tam

dye gtaw opah da duk kt wad bese..

alhamdulillah..

syukur sgt2..

makne nyew opah da makin pulih..

but still not well..

mcm ak ckp td la..

kne sentiase ad ngan opah..

keadaan opah mmg x menentu..

if makin ok..

opah ak transfer ke hosptl manjung..

sbb dekat ngan ank2 dye kt sane..

rmai yg duk manjung..

senang nk jage even yg keje skali pown..

hope she recovered & getting better..

insyaAllah..

=')

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Sunday, October 31, 2010

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

	Taylor Swift .mp3

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

NEVER GROW UP by TAYLOR SWIFT

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in and turn on your favorite nightlight

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mama's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out
Someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJs getting ready for school

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
No one's ever burned
Nothing's ever left you scarred
Even though you want to, just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what is sounded like what your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I had is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up
It could still be simple

Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heat
And even throuhg toyu want to, please try to never grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just never grow up

	Taylor Swift .mp3

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

LAST KISS by TAYLOR SWIFT

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go

Away

Away?

I do recall now

The smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That July 9th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember

The swing in your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did

Because I love your handshake

Meeeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and town

But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last

these are new songs from Taylor's speak now album..
love her voice..
love the lyric..
enjoy the songs..
last kiss is in my mixpod..
enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(^_^)

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